Nicole's Diary

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 I remember we were walking to Ben's house in the pouring rain.  By the time we got inside, we were both drenched. “Get out of those clothes before you get sick,” he told me while unbuttoning his soaked shirt.  Nude, but still wet, he surprised me by lifting me up and then blowing farts on my bare tummy which sent me into fits.  Like I was a toy, he turned me this way and that, blowing farts on my butt, my back, my thighs, behind the ears and on my nips.  Then cradling me in his arms, he took me into his bedroom and laid me on his bed.  His hands and his lips seemed to be everywhere. My out of control laughter faded away as the play turned erotic… it felt so wonderful to kissed all over like that and I mean all over... back, tummy, legs, feet and toes all came under his loving caresses; he even planted a few way down yonder. I remember that I could hardly catch my breath as he did everything with his mouth and hands but eat me ...

 Hi, my name is Nicole.  this story is about me as a younger girl.  Not the whole story of my childhood, but about a significant time in my young life that has shaped who I am and my attitudes about men and little girls.  Growing up I was molested, molested a lot.  It wasn’t a horrible experience either… you see, with a very few exceptions, I enjoyed the attention of these men.  For the most part they were very nice to me, made me laugh and bought me things that my mom couldn’t afford.  I suppose she knew or at least suspected what was going on, but she never let on to me that she did.  Notice that I said, "that she did," and not, "if she did".  You see, I now realize that her financial lot improved dramatically once she started letting me stay overnight with a "friend" with increasing frequency, especially when that friend was an older man who...  Let's not get ahead of the story. I gues...